A Little Ode to Me!

According to the Hebrew calendar we are in the month of Iyar, the month of Taurus which Kabbalisticaly is the month of healing given that it is the month imbued with more Light than any other.
A light that has the potential of making everything look at its best and a light that can be channeled to heal mind, body and soul, because everything shows up on its true colors and intentions and the darkness disappear

Those born in the month of Taurus can see beyond the material, they FEEL it and their sensual relationship with their surrounding is less utilitarian and more divine because they experience the Light in everything in a deep existential way.
The downside is that there is so much in that Light that Tauruses see very little beyond that beacon that is directed at them non-stop and that makes them see no reason why making any effort in looking for the Light if they have it around them and inside them all the time anyways?…What you don’t have it? How is that possible?
Another downsize of it is: who wants to see the truth of it all 24/7? Who wants to be that intrinsically deep all the time?

I was born in the month of Iyar, the 5th of Iyar to be more precise.
The day of my birth was the 20th day of Omer, the sixth day of the week of Beauty (3rd week of Omer).
This was the first time in a loooooong time that both my birthday in the Gregorian and Hebrew calendar coincided in the same day!
Yooohoooooooo!

They say that sometimes when we receive Light , it is so much and so heavy that we feel lost, ‘down’ and as if we were living everything in slow motion.
It is a very different feeling from being tired or depressed.
I’ve had that experience a few years ago in my first Kabbalistic Rosh Hashana…and again this past week and especially this Monday…in my B-day!

That makes me think that there are plenty of wonderful things about to come…at it’s right time, in the right place for my wonderful enjoyment and growth for the greater good of all…so be it!