I found this meditation while looking for the meaning and history of Vajrapani.
Turns out lots of meditation centers –at least in California- have a variation of that name as their brand.
Enjoy
“It is recommended that you receive the actual empowerment for these practices when possible. To visualize a sun or moon disc, imagine that it is a disc shaped slice from the center of the moon or sun -- flat like a plate. In all the practices, visualize a white light in the forehead, a red light in the throat and a blue light in the heart. Also imagine the sound Om radiating from the forehead, the sound Ah radiating from the throat and the sound Hung radiating from the heart.
This practice subdues negative forces within and outside yourself that bother you and "eat" at your energy field -- including "the parasite" and "the flyers".
It should be performed as energetically as possible.
Visualize a lotus throne and a sun and moon disc upon which sits a shining blue sphere of light giving off the sound Huuunnnng. Suddenly the light transforms itself into yourself as an extremely wrathful figure -- green-blue with three eyes, rolling tongue and gnashing fangs -- raging with divine wrath against all forces of negativity and perversion of the truth.
In your right hand is a brilliant lightning bolt to subdue and destroy the forces of evil. Your left hand is held firmly at the heart. Blaze with divine rage against all the forces of darkness. You are radiating blue-green light very fiercely and brightly. You dance around wildly and stomp to death all the forces of negativity while reciting the following mantra 21 times or more: OM VAJRA TSANDA MAHA ROKHANA HUNG PHE If you are still bothered and want to do more recite the following mantra: GARUDA TSALE TSALE HUNG PHE NAGADU TSANDE TSANDE MILI MILI BHANDA BHANDA NAGANI SWA HA”
From http://resonateview.org/places/practice/vajra-p.htm
Thursday, March 15, 2007
Vajrapani the Energy of Good
His name is Vajrapani, the Lord of Thunder, the embodiment of the vijra.
He represents the Energy in search of the Good.
He’s the archetype of that which is the only truth: everything changes. Nothing stays the same.
Normally we look for something permanent to hold on to but if we instead accept that things will change, our lives can be much easier.
He has a dynamic quality and meditates contemplating how everything is a continuing flow.
His emblem is the vajra that he holds in his right hand
The vajra is a thunderbolt made of diamond. It fuses the powerful force of a thunderbolt and the unbending natural object that cuts everything else but itself.
It is a state of mind which is unshakeable, never affected by anything mundane.
The vajra is irresistible, nothing can stop it.
It smashes through all obstacles, especially the ignorance that causes suffering, and at the same time it is stable and unaffected.
A vajra always destroys its target and returns to the hand of the person who threw it.
In his peaceful form he has a light blue color; he’s young, radiant and relaxed.
In his aggressive form his dark-blue, very fierce looking in a warriors pose, with 3 glaring eyes, one in the middle of his forehead. The halo of flames of transcendental wisdom around him. Holding the vajra in his right hand as if he’s going to throw it.
He looks angry and cruel but it’s because he’s spiritually impatient about the suffering in the world.
He’s the energy that you need to focus and break through ignorance and the energy that is liberated when you finally see things as they are.
When your limiting ideas vanish there is more energy available to you.
He can help you overcome the main obstacle of Life:
Your laziness
If you visualize him in your meditations
He’ll stir your energy up and some of my qualities would start to appear within you.
- You’ll feel protected; you’ll feel an energy that will defend you against laziness or anything else.
- You’ll apply relentless effort; you’ll keep on going and trying. Everything overtime will transform
- You won’t despair; you’ll always get to a point that will be harder that what you though but you’ll believe that wherever you are in life that’s a workable place from which to work towards enlightment.
- You won’t turn back. We all move towards the unforeseen and sometimes you discover things about yourself or your life that you don’t like. That’s when you need that energy that doesn’t turn back. Sometimes we need to retrieve and keep going. That’s the heroic energy of taking a spiritual stand
- You’ll never be satisfied! You’ll always do what is needed and then some.
And you’ll stop worrying about what is or is not. You’ll be able to relax and find out who you are and what you really want.
If you can do that, if you can decide who you want to become as a human being, how you want the world around you to be, and work towards that, knowing that it wont be easy, that there is no absolute truth and no time to lose then you will become the Buddha that embodies compassionate and heart felt effort towards good.
You’ll become Vajrapani the embodiment of wisdom and compassion, the holder of the diamond thunderbolt.
Based on: “Vajrapani - Energy Unlimited”
Podcast of life lecture by Tibbetan Buddhist Vessantara, recorded December 6th, 2006 in Cambridge, England.
Dharmachakra © 2000-2006.
http://www.freebuddhistaudio.com/blog/2006/12/06/vajrapani-energy-unlimited
He represents the Energy in search of the Good.
He’s the archetype of that which is the only truth: everything changes. Nothing stays the same.
Normally we look for something permanent to hold on to but if we instead accept that things will change, our lives can be much easier.
He has a dynamic quality and meditates contemplating how everything is a continuing flow.
His emblem is the vajra that he holds in his right hand
The vajra is a thunderbolt made of diamond. It fuses the powerful force of a thunderbolt and the unbending natural object that cuts everything else but itself.
It is a state of mind which is unshakeable, never affected by anything mundane.
The vajra is irresistible, nothing can stop it.
It smashes through all obstacles, especially the ignorance that causes suffering, and at the same time it is stable and unaffected.
A vajra always destroys its target and returns to the hand of the person who threw it.
In his peaceful form he has a light blue color; he’s young, radiant and relaxed.
In his aggressive form his dark-blue, very fierce looking in a warriors pose, with 3 glaring eyes, one in the middle of his forehead. The halo of flames of transcendental wisdom around him. Holding the vajra in his right hand as if he’s going to throw it.
He looks angry and cruel but it’s because he’s spiritually impatient about the suffering in the world.
He’s the energy that you need to focus and break through ignorance and the energy that is liberated when you finally see things as they are.
When your limiting ideas vanish there is more energy available to you.
He can help you overcome the main obstacle of Life:
Your laziness
If you visualize him in your meditations
He’ll stir your energy up and some of my qualities would start to appear within you.
- You’ll feel protected; you’ll feel an energy that will defend you against laziness or anything else.
- You’ll apply relentless effort; you’ll keep on going and trying. Everything overtime will transform
- You won’t despair; you’ll always get to a point that will be harder that what you though but you’ll believe that wherever you are in life that’s a workable place from which to work towards enlightment.
- You won’t turn back. We all move towards the unforeseen and sometimes you discover things about yourself or your life that you don’t like. That’s when you need that energy that doesn’t turn back. Sometimes we need to retrieve and keep going. That’s the heroic energy of taking a spiritual stand
- You’ll never be satisfied! You’ll always do what is needed and then some.
And you’ll stop worrying about what is or is not. You’ll be able to relax and find out who you are and what you really want.
If you can do that, if you can decide who you want to become as a human being, how you want the world around you to be, and work towards that, knowing that it wont be easy, that there is no absolute truth and no time to lose then you will become the Buddha that embodies compassionate and heart felt effort towards good.
You’ll become Vajrapani the embodiment of wisdom and compassion, the holder of the diamond thunderbolt.
Based on: “Vajrapani - Energy Unlimited”
Podcast of life lecture by Tibbetan Buddhist Vessantara, recorded December 6th, 2006 in Cambridge, England.
Dharmachakra © 2000-2006.
http://www.freebuddhistaudio.com/blog/2006/12/06/vajrapani-energy-unlimited
Synchronicities, Signs and the Awakening towards Change
This has been a week of revelations and amazing synchronicities.
I spent most of the time with my mom and my younger brother healing and resting from my surgery, which added an additional significance to the already filled-with-meaning procedure.
I haven’t seen my family in almost a year and by my own account I have changed like night and day since that last time.
I got the feeling that after their week-long stay they left with the same impression but I can’t be 100% sure anyways.
All I did this week was hang out at home and share with my family. No homework, no phone calls, no readings, nothing.
Little by little my place started to have a different energy, a different rhythm with my brother working on his video projects and my mom watching TV and calling my dad every couple of hours to check up on him (if she didn’t call, he’d call) and then going with me for a walk around the neighborhood by sunset.
I had more food in my fridge that what I’ve had in months with my family cooking simple but delicious food for all of us.
Still, because with me nothing is really what it looks like, the fact that I was resting didn’t mean that everything was completely calmed.
As a matter of fact my mind was spinning like crazy because I had my classes to take care of and my life to check upon the minute my family was headed back to Miami.
The thing is: I’m in a threshold.
I’m in a really intense and amazing moment of my life, and that means a lot of anxiety.
My way to deal with that anxiety right now is to go ‘inside’ and take out as many things I can but in a deliberate way: intentional words, intentional actions even intentional thoughts.
It may sound a little too calculated, in a way it is, but after a while it comes naturally…the only condition is that ‘it’ has to be proactive and positive.
It’s a heck of a hard work, especially when what you really want to do is to get out and run as hard and far as you can or scream to the top of your lungs instead of staying still and care for your thoughts…but I’m worth it.
My only problem this week was that I had no one to communicate my stuff with because by the time my family got along with my personal changes they had only one more day left in L.A; and my head was (is) still in a little bit of a haze while the anesthesia was (is) getting out of my body so I was no-good for a typical chat with friends or write anything in my blog or responding emails.
My solution was to ‘meditate in action’: take a thought and follow it through until it has nothing else to say. For example: what would be like if I got the job I want, take that feeling, experience it, follow those thoughts all the way through until there is nothing else to add or someone/something interrupts me.
I can be watching TV or walking down the street, the idea is to focus on a positive stream of thoughts that can change my vibrational stage.
The energy invested in that exercise focuses and drains my attention from anything else and then it’s easier to manage reality.
Another thing I do is read ‘how-to’ spiritual books or any book that I like in order to find tools to assist me in whatever I need.
I never start them in the first chapter or the first page of any chapter but wherever I open them up.
Like the way it have been happening the last couple of weeks, this week they all opened right in the same content: they all talked about ‘Understanding’ as a needed quality for “the journey”.
They said to pay attention to the color indigo; to be aware of anything related to the planet Saturn, the one that doesn’t give up and is fierce, patient, and exorcises the demons in its pursuit of its goals; and to think and be aware of anything with the motherly quality of God: nurturing, soft, helpful and protective.
They talked about looking for triads (groups of three), to try to surround myself with beech trees (“the mother of the woods”), to commit to a spiritual practice and be disciplined, to accept and allow the feeling of pressure and the feeling of apprehension and to follow through if I had the crazy urge to jump into the Abyss (figuratively speaking, ahem).
They all talked about taking things easy and be open for signals that would take me to my next step.
All I had to do was to keep my energy up, be open for signs and follow them.
And the most important thing they said was: not to give up, not now, not ever.
Wow!
I had three books saying exactly the same. Imagine!
I LOVED that synchronicity.
It was kind of fun and heavy at the same time, but the best part was around the corner. Like if those books were waiting for me to follow the basics first and then give me the real message.
All of the sudden way deep into my week I realize that I had my family over (which make us a triad) in my place which is decorated basically with furniture made from or that look like beech trees; both my brother and my mom (and my surgeon of course) were taking care of me (motherly, healing and caring attributes of God), I was thinking about my next move in life (jumping into the Abyss): why I decided to live in L.A, far from my family, what type of person I want to become and what is that I really want my life to look like (Saturn: be clear and focused, let yourself feel the pressure, never giving up) and I committed to think and act positive no matter what (disciplined spiritual practice).
I had all this ideas and meditations, all this affirmations and visualizations but at the end sometimes you think: why bother? Maybe they are just my imagination, maybe they are just words and tra-la-la spooky fads that take you nowhere and just make you waste your time.
Nevertheless, I kept working with them.
And then something incredible happened.
I was dragging myself to research about Indra, not knowing what angle to use or look for. I mean I had to do a podcast from all things about a figure I don’t feel that much of a connection while feeling in need for some guidance in my life, something strong and powerful that would put order to all that maybe-imaginary-bunch of signs that directed me this week towards ‘Understanding’, Growth and Change.
My Babalao got in touch with me so I had my Elegua fired up and working hard (so cool) and my Kabbalistic practices kept me happy and calmed, but I needed something strong also in my classes, something that could give me a response and a specific direction, that I could identify and work with and would sort of close the cycle and make it cohesive and whole.
After all it is Mythology and Depth Psychology.
And then ‘something’ told me to re-read this website I found about Indra. It has some of the names that Indra was known over the years and it occurred to me to check them out…
And there it was.
With the emergence of Buddhism, Indra was transformed to a minor god and most of his positive characteristics were transferred to other images.
One of those images is Vajrapani: The Energy in pursuit of the good, the embodiment of the ‘vija’ which is the energy that connects your heart-wishes with your every day reality.
Vajrapani is indigo blue; is the manifestation of the Buddha that confronts and destroys demons (negativity and pessimism). He looks angry but his anger is towards laziness and darkness. He’s all about compassion and he’s the representation of the power and fearlessness of the Awakened mind.
Vajrapani is about action, moving forward despite the inner questions. In fact he’s the one who confronts those doubts and peel them off to expose them for what they are: nothing.
Vajrapani is about seeing, accepting and working with the true essence of life: Change. He wants us to let go of what we take as reality because nothing is real, change is the only thing we can count on.
His insignia is the ‘vajra’, a thunderbolt made of diamond.
Add the energy of the thunderbolt with the strength of the diamond and you’ll get the fusion of an unshakable power incorporated in an immoveable object that can smash through illusion, ignorance and suffering.
The ‘vajra’ allows the energy of life to flow free and undisturbed, free from the obstacle of laziness which is the most heavy and dangerous of them all.
Now that’s an image I could work with!
I was looking for something I thought impossible and I ended up with exactly what I wanted: everything I read and heard and looked around during this week in one very ugly but charming and powerful figure.
And then I went to see my general doctor, the one that since I started seeing a few months ago who had changed my life in amazing ways, and while I was waiting for my acupuncturist (it is part of the visit) I saw this postcard-size picture that looked kind of odd in the middle of those walls adorned with big prints and oils of mountains and rivers, and a magazine article portraying my doctor as the one who opened paths for Understanding holistic and Natural health in California.
The picture was of a golden Buddhist-kind-of bell and below it the word:
Awakening.
I spent most of the time with my mom and my younger brother healing and resting from my surgery, which added an additional significance to the already filled-with-meaning procedure.
I haven’t seen my family in almost a year and by my own account I have changed like night and day since that last time.
I got the feeling that after their week-long stay they left with the same impression but I can’t be 100% sure anyways.
All I did this week was hang out at home and share with my family. No homework, no phone calls, no readings, nothing.
Little by little my place started to have a different energy, a different rhythm with my brother working on his video projects and my mom watching TV and calling my dad every couple of hours to check up on him (if she didn’t call, he’d call) and then going with me for a walk around the neighborhood by sunset.
I had more food in my fridge that what I’ve had in months with my family cooking simple but delicious food for all of us.
Still, because with me nothing is really what it looks like, the fact that I was resting didn’t mean that everything was completely calmed.
As a matter of fact my mind was spinning like crazy because I had my classes to take care of and my life to check upon the minute my family was headed back to Miami.
The thing is: I’m in a threshold.
I’m in a really intense and amazing moment of my life, and that means a lot of anxiety.
My way to deal with that anxiety right now is to go ‘inside’ and take out as many things I can but in a deliberate way: intentional words, intentional actions even intentional thoughts.
It may sound a little too calculated, in a way it is, but after a while it comes naturally…the only condition is that ‘it’ has to be proactive and positive.
It’s a heck of a hard work, especially when what you really want to do is to get out and run as hard and far as you can or scream to the top of your lungs instead of staying still and care for your thoughts…but I’m worth it.
My only problem this week was that I had no one to communicate my stuff with because by the time my family got along with my personal changes they had only one more day left in L.A; and my head was (is) still in a little bit of a haze while the anesthesia was (is) getting out of my body so I was no-good for a typical chat with friends or write anything in my blog or responding emails.
My solution was to ‘meditate in action’: take a thought and follow it through until it has nothing else to say. For example: what would be like if I got the job I want, take that feeling, experience it, follow those thoughts all the way through until there is nothing else to add or someone/something interrupts me.
I can be watching TV or walking down the street, the idea is to focus on a positive stream of thoughts that can change my vibrational stage.
The energy invested in that exercise focuses and drains my attention from anything else and then it’s easier to manage reality.
Another thing I do is read ‘how-to’ spiritual books or any book that I like in order to find tools to assist me in whatever I need.
I never start them in the first chapter or the first page of any chapter but wherever I open them up.
Like the way it have been happening the last couple of weeks, this week they all opened right in the same content: they all talked about ‘Understanding’ as a needed quality for “the journey”.
They said to pay attention to the color indigo; to be aware of anything related to the planet Saturn, the one that doesn’t give up and is fierce, patient, and exorcises the demons in its pursuit of its goals; and to think and be aware of anything with the motherly quality of God: nurturing, soft, helpful and protective.
They talked about looking for triads (groups of three), to try to surround myself with beech trees (“the mother of the woods”), to commit to a spiritual practice and be disciplined, to accept and allow the feeling of pressure and the feeling of apprehension and to follow through if I had the crazy urge to jump into the Abyss (figuratively speaking, ahem).
They all talked about taking things easy and be open for signals that would take me to my next step.
All I had to do was to keep my energy up, be open for signs and follow them.
And the most important thing they said was: not to give up, not now, not ever.
Wow!
I had three books saying exactly the same. Imagine!
I LOVED that synchronicity.
It was kind of fun and heavy at the same time, but the best part was around the corner. Like if those books were waiting for me to follow the basics first and then give me the real message.
All of the sudden way deep into my week I realize that I had my family over (which make us a triad) in my place which is decorated basically with furniture made from or that look like beech trees; both my brother and my mom (and my surgeon of course) were taking care of me (motherly, healing and caring attributes of God), I was thinking about my next move in life (jumping into the Abyss): why I decided to live in L.A, far from my family, what type of person I want to become and what is that I really want my life to look like (Saturn: be clear and focused, let yourself feel the pressure, never giving up) and I committed to think and act positive no matter what (disciplined spiritual practice).
I had all this ideas and meditations, all this affirmations and visualizations but at the end sometimes you think: why bother? Maybe they are just my imagination, maybe they are just words and tra-la-la spooky fads that take you nowhere and just make you waste your time.
Nevertheless, I kept working with them.
And then something incredible happened.
I was dragging myself to research about Indra, not knowing what angle to use or look for. I mean I had to do a podcast from all things about a figure I don’t feel that much of a connection while feeling in need for some guidance in my life, something strong and powerful that would put order to all that maybe-imaginary-bunch of signs that directed me this week towards ‘Understanding’, Growth and Change.
My Babalao got in touch with me so I had my Elegua fired up and working hard (so cool) and my Kabbalistic practices kept me happy and calmed, but I needed something strong also in my classes, something that could give me a response and a specific direction, that I could identify and work with and would sort of close the cycle and make it cohesive and whole.
After all it is Mythology and Depth Psychology.
And then ‘something’ told me to re-read this website I found about Indra. It has some of the names that Indra was known over the years and it occurred to me to check them out…
And there it was.
With the emergence of Buddhism, Indra was transformed to a minor god and most of his positive characteristics were transferred to other images.
One of those images is Vajrapani: The Energy in pursuit of the good, the embodiment of the ‘vija’ which is the energy that connects your heart-wishes with your every day reality.
Vajrapani is indigo blue; is the manifestation of the Buddha that confronts and destroys demons (negativity and pessimism). He looks angry but his anger is towards laziness and darkness. He’s all about compassion and he’s the representation of the power and fearlessness of the Awakened mind.
Vajrapani is about action, moving forward despite the inner questions. In fact he’s the one who confronts those doubts and peel them off to expose them for what they are: nothing.
Vajrapani is about seeing, accepting and working with the true essence of life: Change. He wants us to let go of what we take as reality because nothing is real, change is the only thing we can count on.
His insignia is the ‘vajra’, a thunderbolt made of diamond.
Add the energy of the thunderbolt with the strength of the diamond and you’ll get the fusion of an unshakable power incorporated in an immoveable object that can smash through illusion, ignorance and suffering.
The ‘vajra’ allows the energy of life to flow free and undisturbed, free from the obstacle of laziness which is the most heavy and dangerous of them all.
Now that’s an image I could work with!
I was looking for something I thought impossible and I ended up with exactly what I wanted: everything I read and heard and looked around during this week in one very ugly but charming and powerful figure.
And then I went to see my general doctor, the one that since I started seeing a few months ago who had changed my life in amazing ways, and while I was waiting for my acupuncturist (it is part of the visit) I saw this postcard-size picture that looked kind of odd in the middle of those walls adorned with big prints and oils of mountains and rivers, and a magazine article portraying my doctor as the one who opened paths for Understanding holistic and Natural health in California.
The picture was of a golden Buddhist-kind-of bell and below it the word:
Awakening.
Saturday, March 3, 2007
A Note
He under whose supreme control are horses, all chariots, and the villages, and cattle;
He who gave being to the Sun and Morning, who leads the waters, He, O men, is Indra.
-Rig Veda
He who gave being to the Sun and Morning, who leads the waters, He, O men, is Indra.
-Rig Veda
Friday, March 2, 2007
Thunders, Arrows and Coincidences
Fertility is the word I’ve been reading and hearing and writing about for more than a week so far.
Just in my past post I mentioned it at least two times, and it’s only a single writing piece.
There were newspaper articles, TV shows and programs, overheard conversation from random people in the street and research about the mythic image I’m studying about: Indra.
I’m even going to undergo a surgical procedure on my ovaries this next week adding to the writing, reading, researched and heard also discussed and checked out.
In my view of the world there are no coincidences, only signs, and my personal task these days has been to find out what it could mean.
Fertility of the mind, fertility of the imagination, fertility of the self, sense of creation, to create something new, the potential of bring something to life, the act of life…
Why the word Fertility with all its connotations has been so present in my life this whole time?
Then I turn to my classes' homeworks and I think to myself: "Duh!"
I have to 'create' answers for all my classes and I have to find a way where what I think and what I have to talk about not only meet but also make sense and actually work for the greater good.
If I can do that, wow I'm great!
The task itself looks a bit uphill especially when I have to research and work with a mythological character with whom I have not much of a connection, yet.
Indra is a Vedic-Hindu god that I never heard about before.
His name I did hear in its feminime version (adding an i after the d): Indira Ghandi, the late prime minister of India that I admired very much; but I never heard about Indra the god.
According to what I've found so far Indra started as a very important figure within the Indo-Aryian and/or Vedic tribes (the names of the tribes and predecesors in that part of the world are a bit complicated for me so I haven't been able to follow up the story that well) but when the Brahmans came in and the whole thing about violence became kind of outdated -no need to fight against anyone anymore, let's keep the status quo people- he became sort of a must-have god because he had his own very significant flock, but his adhesion to violent stuff like thunders and war wasn't of the Brahmans liking so they took all his good qualities and gave them to a new god, Shiva, and left him as sort of the target of other gods looking to make trouble, but because 'fighting' wasn't fashionable or supported the excuse was 'let's revenge something bad Indra did since the begining of time', and on they went to Indra and did something to him like making him look stupid with something he said, or adding hundreds of cuts on his body or humilliate him in front of the Creator himself or something like that really really bad.
That way his followers could keep him but they needed to really take good care of him if they wanted to keep him alive especially when he got in really deeeeeeeep trouble, which was pretty much all the time.
Happens that I'm a very strong woman, very passionate and action oriented, even impulsive.
What to do with a god (a GOD for all things) that 'takes it' with such a passive 'that's the way it is' attitude but to look at it with a microscope or something.
And then I have the word Fertility following me around, what's about that?
Sure Indra was also taken as a fertility god because he brought the monsoon -so needed for the agriculture in India- back to Earth when he fought against a dragon who had kidnapped the water.
Ah! that sounded cool...the story of the dragon kept me hopeful.
It reminded me of my favorite Christian saint, Saint George and indeed that saint is named in some websites where Indra is compared with other mythological figures.
But the excitement flunked when I read over and over and over again how bad he was treated later on and worst, that he took it as is, like: no confrontation or protest or anything.
What an inspirational figure is that when I'm going through one of my existential 'moves' and I need a role model I can look up to. If at least he was a she I might be able to see something I could talk about with interest.
And then, when I thought that everything was lost two things came up in my research, a very interesting twist to the story:
First, some authors stated that the famous swastika, the infamous Nazis' symbol that they actually stole (what a surprise) from the Vedas, was a sign depicting Indra!
Given that Indra was the god of Heavens, as in the atmosphere-Heaven and all its related phenomena: wind, sunny skies, rain, snow, you name it; and all those things came from all directions, Indra's figure is sometimes represented with four arms that point to the East, West, North and South, you take his human figure out, you draw a line following his arms and what you have?: a swastika!
So cool!
What a 'coincidence': a Jewish woman, interested in Kabbalah, researching about a Hindu mytical figure that is said to be the origin of the swastika!
What a trip!
Got to look more into that
And then another BIG, and I mean a HUGE one....
Some of the authors I read over the Internet stated that Indra's feminine equal is...... no more and no less than the MOTHER Goddess of them all:
KALI!
Now that got me really really happy and interested.
When I was a young post-teenager woman I was told that I was Kali's daughter and that the older I'll got the more similar I'd be to her.
Could that be true? that Indra and Kali are related in any way?
She also is shown with 4 arms, like Indra.
I've read that Kali was born from parts of other gods who needed someone to help them fight against demons, they mixed their best weapons and skills and Kali showed up.
I also have read that Kali was Shiva's consort and as such she had complementing attributes that were very Indra-like but in a woman so it was easier to relate to for a Buddhist in a way (I guess)
Why I like Kali so much?
(besides the good memories of my early 20's)
She's a central figure in Tantric Yoga which happens to be a modality of Kundalini Yoga that my Sikh friends in L.A. practice and teach.
What I like the most from Kali though is that she destroys to create, she's wise and motherly, she's the one that makes chaos as something to be confronted to bring wisdom. She's described as young and beautiful, has a gentle smile, and is wise beyond her years.
If that's so, if Kali is the woman-version of Indra the word Fertility makes sense in this whole ordeal, because most of the time after I've heard, read or talked about something related to Fertility, somehow the figure of Kali showed up: in a website, in a store I walk by, in a t-shirt someone is wearing, somewhere.
And if that's just coincidence then I don't think I know what coincidence really is.
Any ideas?
Just in my past post I mentioned it at least two times, and it’s only a single writing piece.
There were newspaper articles, TV shows and programs, overheard conversation from random people in the street and research about the mythic image I’m studying about: Indra.
I’m even going to undergo a surgical procedure on my ovaries this next week adding to the writing, reading, researched and heard also discussed and checked out.
In my view of the world there are no coincidences, only signs, and my personal task these days has been to find out what it could mean.
Fertility of the mind, fertility of the imagination, fertility of the self, sense of creation, to create something new, the potential of bring something to life, the act of life…
Why the word Fertility with all its connotations has been so present in my life this whole time?
Then I turn to my classes' homeworks and I think to myself: "Duh!"
I have to 'create' answers for all my classes and I have to find a way where what I think and what I have to talk about not only meet but also make sense and actually work for the greater good.
If I can do that, wow I'm great!
The task itself looks a bit uphill especially when I have to research and work with a mythological character with whom I have not much of a connection, yet.
Indra is a Vedic-Hindu god that I never heard about before.
His name I did hear in its feminime version (adding an i after the d): Indira Ghandi, the late prime minister of India that I admired very much; but I never heard about Indra the god.
According to what I've found so far Indra started as a very important figure within the Indo-Aryian and/or Vedic tribes (the names of the tribes and predecesors in that part of the world are a bit complicated for me so I haven't been able to follow up the story that well) but when the Brahmans came in and the whole thing about violence became kind of outdated -no need to fight against anyone anymore, let's keep the status quo people- he became sort of a must-have god because he had his own very significant flock, but his adhesion to violent stuff like thunders and war wasn't of the Brahmans liking so they took all his good qualities and gave them to a new god, Shiva, and left him as sort of the target of other gods looking to make trouble, but because 'fighting' wasn't fashionable or supported the excuse was 'let's revenge something bad Indra did since the begining of time', and on they went to Indra and did something to him like making him look stupid with something he said, or adding hundreds of cuts on his body or humilliate him in front of the Creator himself or something like that really really bad.
That way his followers could keep him but they needed to really take good care of him if they wanted to keep him alive especially when he got in really deeeeeeeep trouble, which was pretty much all the time.
Happens that I'm a very strong woman, very passionate and action oriented, even impulsive.
What to do with a god (a GOD for all things) that 'takes it' with such a passive 'that's the way it is' attitude but to look at it with a microscope or something.
And then I have the word Fertility following me around, what's about that?
Sure Indra was also taken as a fertility god because he brought the monsoon -so needed for the agriculture in India- back to Earth when he fought against a dragon who had kidnapped the water.
Ah! that sounded cool...the story of the dragon kept me hopeful.
It reminded me of my favorite Christian saint, Saint George and indeed that saint is named in some websites where Indra is compared with other mythological figures.
But the excitement flunked when I read over and over and over again how bad he was treated later on and worst, that he took it as is, like: no confrontation or protest or anything.
What an inspirational figure is that when I'm going through one of my existential 'moves' and I need a role model I can look up to. If at least he was a she I might be able to see something I could talk about with interest.
And then, when I thought that everything was lost two things came up in my research, a very interesting twist to the story:
First, some authors stated that the famous swastika, the infamous Nazis' symbol that they actually stole (what a surprise) from the Vedas, was a sign depicting Indra!
Given that Indra was the god of Heavens, as in the atmosphere-Heaven and all its related phenomena: wind, sunny skies, rain, snow, you name it; and all those things came from all directions, Indra's figure is sometimes represented with four arms that point to the East, West, North and South, you take his human figure out, you draw a line following his arms and what you have?: a swastika!
So cool!
What a 'coincidence': a Jewish woman, interested in Kabbalah, researching about a Hindu mytical figure that is said to be the origin of the swastika!
What a trip!
Got to look more into that
And then another BIG, and I mean a HUGE one....
Some of the authors I read over the Internet stated that Indra's feminine equal is...... no more and no less than the MOTHER Goddess of them all:
KALI!
Now that got me really really happy and interested.
When I was a young post-teenager woman I was told that I was Kali's daughter and that the older I'll got the more similar I'd be to her.
Could that be true? that Indra and Kali are related in any way?
She also is shown with 4 arms, like Indra.
I've read that Kali was born from parts of other gods who needed someone to help them fight against demons, they mixed their best weapons and skills and Kali showed up.
I also have read that Kali was Shiva's consort and as such she had complementing attributes that were very Indra-like but in a woman so it was easier to relate to for a Buddhist in a way (I guess)
Why I like Kali so much?
(besides the good memories of my early 20's)
She's a central figure in Tantric Yoga which happens to be a modality of Kundalini Yoga that my Sikh friends in L.A. practice and teach.
What I like the most from Kali though is that she destroys to create, she's wise and motherly, she's the one that makes chaos as something to be confronted to bring wisdom. She's described as young and beautiful, has a gentle smile, and is wise beyond her years.
If that's so, if Kali is the woman-version of Indra the word Fertility makes sense in this whole ordeal, because most of the time after I've heard, read or talked about something related to Fertility, somehow the figure of Kali showed up: in a website, in a store I walk by, in a t-shirt someone is wearing, somewhere.
And if that's just coincidence then I don't think I know what coincidence really is.
Any ideas?
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